30th September 2003

feeling: hypocrite
listening to: DJ Sammy - Heaven (Trance Remix)

Look at me. Here I am, listening to a song I'm supposed to hate on repeat. :/

Hot damn! Deep Lava Red Metallic Chrysler Sebring. OH BEHAVE! ¤_¤ Must get a car, must get a car, must get a car... *faints*

Meep! Gilbert makes the most adorable sound when mrs Carver is all over him as he's talking to her husband on the phone. The way he says "okay" in such a tiny voice had me almost bouncing with delight. :fangirl: Must go watch the movie again. Johnny Depp looks criminally and ungodly yummy in it. ICE CREAM! Yeah baby, yeah! :D~~

Okay, enough with the Austin Powers imitations. I should go do the dishes. Happy times...

Oh, and I have a new layout. HOOHAA! (Yes, I just saw The Scent Of A Woman ¬_¬)

29th September 2003

feeling: slightly frustrated
listening to: Silent Hill 3 - I Want Love

Poo. Someone needs to upload more Silent Hill 3 songs. I want the song that is played when Heather's alone in the appartment after she has killed the Missionary, before leaving for Silent Hill with Douglas. It sounds a bit like I Want Love, but it's not the same song. I can find the songlisting for the soundtrack, but I'm not sure what that particular piece of music is called. Though that is a small problem, since I could just try each song in turn. The real issue is that no one seems to have the whole soundtrack on their HD, and thus I can't find any songs besides Letter, You're Not Here and Hometown. That makes Kat a very sad panda. :(

I thought I had something else to say, as well... Oh well. Guess it wasn't important. I shall go watch Gilbert Grape now. HOOHAA!

26th September 2003

feeling: hungry
listening to: DDR - Butterfly

In case anyone wants to see the card I drew for Chiko-Chiko, you can view it here. :D
It comes together with a dazed Chiko-Chiko, but I'll keep from uploading that for now. You'll get to see it later.

I once wondered what it would be like to forcefully stay awake after taking a sleeping pill. I have officially found out. And I can't remember a single thing of it. XD

Yngh. Must get something to eat.

25th September 2003

feeling: blah
listening to: Bryan Adams - Thought I'd Died And Gone To Heaven

We have a new chair for the computer. Don't ask. XD

I am such a dork. I was supposed to tape a movie using autotimer last night, but did I manage it? Nooo. I can't even get through the simple measure of programming the damn VCR without messing up. I put in the 25th as a date, and oh, hello, it was the 24th last night! Why don't we all take a moment to throw heavy things at Nee-Chan right about now. What say yous to that? =_=

Meeh. I have absolutely no desire to drag my butt over to the employment agency today at 1pm. LIFE IS POO! *pouts in the corner cradling her Gilbert Grape DVD*

"Will...nice hat." Indeed. Methinks Jack just might like it more than the shoes. *dies laughing* Oh wow, I'm so funny. Don't ask. XD XD XD XD XD

22nd September 2003

feeling: neutral
listening to: Signs - The Hand Of Fate ~ Part 2

This is brilliantly beautiful. I wish I could do things like that. :)

Chiko-Chiko and I are thinking about doing a double cosplay as Pyramid Heads for GameWorld2003. We would really appreciate tips for making the "head" part, as well general suggestions on how to make the cosplay look as good as possible. Yeah.

That is all.


feeling: hungry
listening to: Bryan Adams - I Wanna Be Your Underwear

This song makes me laugh infinitely. XD XD

Well. The party was fun. I met people, had a good time and even managed to stay resonably un-drunk. There you have it, mom. I CAN do it when I want to. :b I was shocked to say the least to notice that I wasn't able to down a Kaipiroska, though. I used to love that stuff, but now I couldn't drink it without grimacing. I never thought I'd think a Kaipiroska could taste so horrid. Mom thinks it's a good sign. I wouldn't be so sure. :/

Umm, what else...? Oh, right. Some Naruto-ness for the longest time. XP
First off, I have something to say to Lee. I will get beaten up for it, but since this is my blog, I have a right to say it. So BLÄÄ! Anyway, here goes: HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!11 That's what you get for being nasty on my Gaa-chan. Serves you right! Should've thought twice before using my poor baby as a pinball. Must suck being you. I know that's horrible of me to say, but I can't help it.
Second, LUFF and WHOO at Gaa-chan! o^^o And a mad fangirly SQUEEEEE at this:

Tell me that isn't the cutest thing EVER and I'll give you a keelhauling! X3 *tacklelickmolest*

On a random note, I'm getting a haircut tomorrow. For free. It's good to have friends studying to be hairdressers. ;]


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19th September 2003

feeling: lethargic
listening to: Vanessa-Mae - Deep South

Talk Like A Pirate -day, eh? What say you if I'll just try and not to, since I'm so horrid at it anyway. :/

My friend is turning 19 today and I promised to go over to her place to celebrate it. It'll be a drinking party, as these things usually tend to be. Should be interesting to see what it will be like for me, since I will probably be the only one not getting blasted beyond my wits. One, because I have made a promise not to, and two, because I shouldn't get drunk while on my meds. So, no excessive drinking for me. Thankfully I'm rather short on money as well, so that will effectively stop me from having too many drinks in the bar.
Sorry, couldn't resist. XF

I should go wash my teeth, do my hair and throw on some make-up, fetch the mail and scurry to town to shop around with Chiko-Chiko. We'll be getting her a tablet. Ph34r. XP Let's see if I can by some miracle convince someone to buy me the Gilbert Grape DVD, shall we? ^_~
Damn me for being so self-conscious about my looks. Can't go anywhere without fussing over hair and make-up. *glares at self* Lamer.

18th September 2003

feeling: cold
listening to: Bryan Adams - Only The Strong Survive

I'm so there! Perhaps we could throw it together with our trip to Helsinki on the 27th. *schemes*


feeling: odd
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Trusting Peace

Whoa. Seriously intense deathwish.


feeling: blue
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Ardjet

Yes indeed, the ZOE soundtrack is the only thing I listen to these days.

Hello depression. Long time no see. I was wondering when you'd be coming back. I had forgotten entirely how much fun it is not to be able to sleep despite being on sleeping pills, not to mention feeling weepy and pensive all the time. I had to get up two times last night to go to the toilet, which by the way shouldn't be happening as long I'm taking my pills, and by the second time was looking like a zombie. Not that I look like anything BUT that these days, as I just can't seem to be able to get rid of the black circles around my eyes. ¬_¬
I'm so tired. So very tired. I just want to sleep until I die from it.

17th September 2003

feeling: grumble grumble...
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Ardjet

It bugs the hell out of me that it's been two days since Chiko-Chiko's birthday and I still haven't been able to give her a present. Boo at me. D:


feeling: accomplished
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Beyond The Bounds (Mitsuto Suzuki 020203 Mix feat. Sana)

...the blue bird flies awaayyy~...!

*sings very badly* o^^o
I so do love this song, you know. And I so do love the soundtrack. And above all, I so do love Jehuty and Anubis. Trusting Peace makes me cry, even though I don't even know what happens when it plays in the game. It's just such a pretty song. *sigh of happiness* And speaking of pretty songs, Ardjet's theme is one of the coolest pieces of videogame music ever. WOW.

HAHA, ph34r my newly discovered skillz for making porridge! Today's serving is infinitely better than yesterday's, and it's only my second attempt at it so far. Oh, I know it's spectacular of me, but there's really no need to look so shocked. XD
One things, though. Watching over the porridge as it boils sure is boring. How mom stands to do it every morning, I will never know.

Right. Back to the yaoi musings then. ;D

15th September 2003

feeling: ¬_¬
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Ardjet

Well. If that isn't the saddest excuse for a bowl of porridge, I don't know what the hell is. Nee-Chan + cooking = not good. XP


feeling: *hugs sissy* ^_^
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Ardjet

This song is so cool. ^_^

Päivänsäteenä pienenä silmiisi kurkistan
Herätän sinut unestasi ja onnea toivotan
Lailla perhosen leijailen korvaasi kuiskaamaan
Sanat kaikkein kauneimmat jotka suinkin vain osaan
Sillä sinulla on syntymäpäivä, mutta lahjaa ostanut en
Suukko poskellesi olkoon sellainen

Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Hyvää syntymäpäivää toivotan
Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Ja paljon onnea vaan

Lailla hiekanjyvän pienoisen tahdon kenkääsi kutittamaan
Tahdon kuulla kuinka saan sinut nauramaan
Yhden asian, soittorasian lailla, toistan yhä uudelleen
Onnittelen sinua, ja teen sen suudellen
Sillä sinulla on syntymäpäivä, mutta lahjaa ostanut en
Suukko poskellesi olkoon sellainen

Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Hyvää syntymäpäivää toivotan
Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Ja paljon onnea vaan

Lailla kesäisen tuulenhenkäyksen tahdon silittää hiuksias
Tulla liki, niin liki ja halia sua, rakas
Voisin miljoona ruusua syliisi kantaa
Tai kultaa ja timantteja lahjaksi antaa
Sillä sinulla on syntymäpäivä, mutta lahjaa ostanut en
Suukko poskellesi olkoon sellainen.

Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Hyvää syntymäpäivää toivotan
Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinulle, rakkain
Ja paljon onnea vaan


13th September 2003

feeling: somewhat sleepy
listening to: ID4 movie sounds

You know what would be fun? To take a "road trip" around Finland with friends. You know, just enough people to fit comfortably in a car. Then we'd just drive around and have fun, visiting the places of our choosing. With the right gang, that would be so much fun. Too bad it would require loads of money, though - for gas and food and such things. And more than one person with a driver's licence. Heaven knows when I'll be able to get mine. :/ But one can always dream, ne? Besides, we're still young. We'll have plenty of time to do it yet. But yeah, it'd be major fun to do something like that. :]

I will possibly be getting an SLR camera for christmas. YAY! ^_^


feeling: okay
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Trusting Peace

Back to the ZOE-obsession. ^_^

BTW Maccie: the package arrived yesterday. Thank you so very very much! It's lovely! The Anubis OST works perfectly and the figurines are so adorable I could almost eat them. X3 I will pay you back once my sick leave is over and I get around to possibly getting a job. :]

Chiko-Chiko and I went to see PotC for the fourth time yesterday. I almost know the damn movie by heart now, but still haven't grown tired of it. Johnny Depp is bloody brilliant. :DDDDDDD
Oh, and Blow indeed did rock. ^_^

While we're on the subject of movies...
Winged Migration looks cool. I think I want to see it. I'm willing to guess it'd make me cry, though. I'm a sucker for beautiful, wildlife related stuff. ;P
And when, oh when, will Once Upon A Time In Mexico get to Finland? Getting movies weeks later than everyone else sucks big time.

We'll visit grandma today. I hear she has baked us something. Hooray! Lingonberries, here I come! ^_^

Oh, there's one more thing I thought I'd mention, and as I seem to be talking about everything and nothing at the same time anyway, might as well go ahead and mention it. Naruto ep49 was stupid, not to mention boring, uninteresting and full of Lee. In a word, I hated it. Hopefully the next episode will have some more Gaa-chan, as well as some real fighting.

*piches Anubis-kun's butt* ^_^

10th September 2003

feeling: [Zaku] EH? [/Zaku]
listening to: Spirit: Stallion Of Cimarron - Run Free

Okay. Someone explain this to me. I searched through my cookies, as well as Chiko-Chiko's, and found the tag-board ones. This is what hers looks like and this is what mine looks like. Her tag-boards work, mine don't. And I'd bet my butt that's the reason why. Now the question is, what can I do about that. Someone? Anyone?

And no, copy&pasting the cookie to my file and changing her info for mine didn't help. Believe me, I tried. Any other suggestions?


feeling: pensive
listening to: Bryan Adams - I Will Always Return

That cat will be the death of me soon. She is the most fiendish, rascally little thing I have ever seen. Take this for instance:
Whenever someone stands by the kitchen sink, doing whatever, she will come and sit next to your feet. Which is fine, until the point where she decides she wants to see what you're doing. Then she will jump and cling onto your leg and climb up along it, 'til she can reach the sink. Now this is not so bad if you are wearing jeans or something similar to that. But imagine you're wearing a knee-length skirt. Like I was today. Yeah - OWW. It's a wonder she hasn't punctured any arteries and caused me to bleed to death yet. There is a very charming, 10cm long bleeding cut on the back of my right knee, though, keeping company to the cuts on my right knee, shin and ankle. And those won't be the last of it. No consideration whatsoever, that cat... ¬_¬

As a sidenote, getting Omnislash (*chuckles like an idiot*) is bloody tedious. Stupid ghost ship used Goannai on me. Bye bye 5000 Battle Points. DX

I heard the European ZOE 2 has a re-made opening sequence. Wow. I want that game so bad I can taste it.

8th September 2003

feeling: amused
listening to: Silent Hill 2 - Promise

Mutts makes me laugh. Crabby reminds me of myself. XP
LOL. Someone has been spying on Ninja! She really does that, you know. XD


feeling: hungry
listening to: Zone Of The Enders - Flowing Destiny (Memories)

Look what I got! Isn't it pretty? ^_^ You should see all the beautiful scetches it has. They are to die for. Major glompage at Jehuty and Anubis! :DDDD I'm a little wary of reading the book, though, as I have yet to play the game itself. Not that I could read it, anyway, since it's all in Japanese. Which, I suppose, is a good thing. Wouldn't want to have the game spoiled for me, since I know I couldn't stop myself from reading all the interviews and stuff. Now I'm just content looking at the pretty pictures. ^_~
There is some sort of special disc attached to the back cover. I have yet to decide whether I'll peek into it or not. If I understood right, the disc has some extra missions and something Versus Mode -related. Though I doubt it would work on my PS2 either way. Guess that solves that. *_*


feeling: grumpy
listening to: Pirates Of The Caribbean - Skull And Crossbones

My cookies are bloody mental. Seriously. Tag-boards have begun to "forget" my info, which means I have to re-type my name and URL everytime I refresh a page. It's getting really irritating, since I don't really know what to do about it. I have played around with both my firewall and internet options to the point where I'm afraid to do it anymore in the fear that the browser might blow up. ¬_¬

Speaking of fear... Project ZERO is an awful awful game. As in scare-me-out-of-my-wits awful. I don't think I've ever been as scared as I was playing it yesterday. Even Silent Hill doesn't freak me out like that, and that's to say a lot. Even thinking about the game makes my heart fall down to my slippers. I don't think I ever want to play it again, and yet I'm intrigued by it. I just wish the ghosts didn't make me want to curl up into a ball and cry like a baby for being so scared. DX

I want to see Blow. Anyone know if it's any good?

7th September 2003

feeling: hungry...need breakfast...
listening to: Super Mario Bros 2 - Insomnic OC ReMix

Wow, I gave you guys a spook, didn't I? Sorry about that. It's really nothing that serious. As Chiko-Chiko so graciously put it, it was all about me being "silly". ¬_¬ And yes, it's about the kanji "love", but other than that has very little to do with Gaara. Aside the fact that I'm madly in love with the little guy. ^_^ If you guys really want to know, has to do with the back of my left hand and a needle. And lots of hurting. There. Figure it out for yourselves. XP

Theh, we went to see PotC for the third time yesterday. Still loving it to death, and especially that hunky piece of man-meat known as captain Jack Sparrow. :D~~ Can't seem to get enough of oogling at him. That guy is seriously dreamy. *tacklelickmolest*
From Hell is a really cool movie, BTW.

5th September 2003

feeling: owww...
listening to: Wizards & Warriors - Theme OC ReMix

You know...for being a positive word, "love" sure hurts a lot. And no, you're not supposed to understand what I'm talking about. *curls to a ball*

Ungh...hungry now. Must get something to eat. After that I need to do the dishes (becauses otherwise mom will hack my head off) and then I will watch ep48 again and again and again and again. :D

4th September 2003

feeling: [black mage] shaking with rage [/black mage]
listening to: you have to ask?

Stupid Lee... *muttermutter* ...rip your ugly head off... *grumblegrumble* ...punching my Gaa-chan... *bitchbitch* ...making him all confused... *seeth* ...and fly on his butt... *furious stomping*

[Zephon] WELL! [/Zephon] Gaa-chan is still me heartie. And he will 0wn that bony green arse of Lee's. See if he won't. The sand is gorgeous. I was drooling the whole time, even when I was mentally throttling Lee. Just look at the sexiness that is Gaara! He just stood there! W-O-W! 0_0


feeling: hungry
listening to: if you can guess, you'll get a cookie... XF

I never thought it would be possible for me to be SO BLOODY BORED OUT OF MY BLOODY MIND! DX My plot bunnies have all decided to go extinct and I can come up with absolutely nothing at all. Figures my inner wolf is a tad too obvious... I'll say one thing, though. I'll be bloody happy to go off these stupid pills sometime in the future, as I'm sure it's all their fault. I miss my creative insanity. *_*

Happiness is the shape of 1MB internet connection. So HAH!

I wonder why it never occured to me before that I could be a trained horticulturist when I grow up.

Wow, I'm so random.

3rd September 2003

feeling: ran-over x_x
listening to: Pirates Of The Caribbean - Skull And Crossbones

"There are no straight men, only men who have not met Jack."

Granted, that was from Will & Grace, but damn if it doesn't apply to PotC as well! :D~~

I was this close to getting eating by Remu as I fetched to mail. I'm fairly sure there will be a bruise where his muzzle hit my cheek as he jumped up to lick my face. Not that I mind, really. That dog is way too genki for his own good. ^_^


feeling: hungry
listening to: Pirates Of The Caribbean - The Black Pearl (HAH! XP)

Speaking of Yama's package, I have two things to say.
One. Zaku is hot. I know he was a hunk already in the series, but man, the guy's a total looker in the manga! Series wowness. :D
Two. Temari is awesome. Stupid animators, for having cut the most hilarious parts off. Would you just look at these:

WHOO, go Temari! XD


feeling: somewhat sleepy, otherwise fine
listening to: guess X3

Happy Birthday to the bestest cousin in the universe! Hope your day will get better. :)

In other news, Yama will be happy to know that his package arrived a couple of days ago. And yes, I kept my mouth shut 'til the end. ;)

Urk...PotC withdrawals. X/

2nd September 2003

feeling: hungry
listening to: ...ehh... *points down* XF

WHEE! MTV3, a Finnish TV channel is airing Transformers Armada, starting this Saturday. Wai! ^_^

And wait, it gets even better! The same channel will be airing TMNT starting on 9th November. Hooray! Not sure if it's the old series or the new one, but I'll be damned if I care! :DDDD
The only downside to all this is that the series will be dubbed in Finnish. For heaven's sake, please let them have decent voices!

1st September 2003

feeling: heh
listening to: Pirates Of The Caribbean - Skull And Crossbones

Doing a Jack Sparrow make-up is fun, if not a tad agitating. :P


feeling: alright
listening to: Pirates Of The Caribbean - Skull And Crossbones

Fear the mentalness that are my cookies. :/

Wow...this page sure looks empty with just one short entry. Figures I should just babble about something meaningless to fill up some space. Not that I can think of anything. Oh well. I should be working on my archieves anyway. Hooray.