30th June 2004

feeling: cranky
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Ardjet

LJ, you suck!


feeling: horny
listening to: Zone Of The Enders - Flowing Destiny

Should I suddenly disappear from the Internet, it is all to be blamed on FFX. Don't expect to see much of me for the next 200-300 hours it takes me to finish the game. ;)

Bunnies, bunnies everywhere!


feeling: relieved
listening to: Silent Hill 4 - Your Rain


22nd June 2004

feeling: tired
listening to: 'Final Fantasy 9' game sounds

Well, I've got a contract made for July. After all, they directly asked me to stay. What was I going to do, say 'no' to their faces? Not likely. So I will keep working at the farmyard for another month, this time at the cafeteria. I've done it a couple of times so far and it's pretty nice. Tarja, the person who usually manages the place, has been very satisfied with me, so I guess I'm doing a good job.
This is a good thing, right?


14th June 2004

feeling: incredibly stupid
listening to: Zone Of The Enders - Global 2 [Virus]

Take my word for this: don't join fanlistings or edit your info in them when super-tired. You will only screw up every goddamn piece of information. I tried and fucked everything up like the royal shitwit I am. Nice going, Kat.

I know I have at least another ten fanlistings infos to edit, but I'm way too sleepy for that now. I'll do it later, I swear. It's 3am. I'm dying, give me a break here!


feeling: spammy
listening to: Anubis: Zone Of The Enders - Trusting Peace

Too much AnimeCon. I'm high on it. I think I should be going to bed before I fall over.

Huhuhu, loads of Robin Hobb in FinnCon! I have no idea how I'm supposed to manage to be in so many places at once. Chiko-Chiko will be well beyond bored by the time I've had enough of the Goddess of Writing (if it's possible to have enough of her). "1 pm - Robin Hobb signs autographs". MEEP! I suppose having her sign all my books by her would be a bit too much...

So far I've gotten our accommodation for the duration of the 'con sorted (floor... yay...), so all that needs to be done now is sort transportation and make our cosplays. If all goes according to plan we'll be all set well in time for the 'con. Must remember to sign up for the cosplay competition, as well.

Secret Window opens on the 18th! Finally! *_*

13th June 2004

feeling: burned
listening to: still nothing

Bloody stinking nasty nettles! THIS is why I dislike fetching fresh green hay for the animals straight from the field. Itai datteba yo.


feeling: tired
listening to: nothing

Working on a Sunday. Can you honestly say you can think of something more bitchy? Didn't think so. Oh well. It wouldn't be half as bad if it wasn't quite so DREADFULLY BORINNNNGGGG~! In 30 minutes I need to go and give out lunch hay for the animals, and then it's still another five hours before I can go home. I have no idea how I'm going to last that long. It already feels like I've been here forever, and yet it's only been four hours. Terttu needs to have some porridge made, since we ran out this morning, but that only takes 15 minutes. What in Anubis' name am I going to do with the rest of the day? If only I wasn't so sleepy all the time I could make myself more useful. Now I just feel like keeling over and falling asleep.

Speaking of work, I need to make up my mind whether or not I want to keeping working here in July. They've offered me a job, so it's up to me if I want it, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do about it. On one hand this place is utterly brilliant and I love working here. It also brings in money and that's always good. On the other hand my school starts at the end of August and I NEED a break before it or I'll be lucky to last until Christmas before burning out. I would still have about a month of vacation if I decided to work in July, but it sort of feels like I need more. I've been working for 5 months straight and it's really starting to take its toll on me, no matter how much I love what I do. With that in mind, two months feels more enticing than one.
So, on one end of things we have a job I love doing and an actual offer to have another month at it, and in the other end there's the me that's tired and wants to relax and have a vacation. Yes or no, yes or no, yes or no...

I'm at a loss here. I honestly don't know what to do.

Back to work now.

10th June 2004

feeling: wonky
listening to: 'Final Fantasy 9' game sounds

I don't know if I am mentally up for this, but I signed up for evening school. The classes start on August 23rd. If all goes according to plan, I will take my matriculation exams from English and Swedish in spring -05, Finnish in fall -05 and finish with Maths, Biology and Geography in spring -06, which is when I would finally graduate. Not such a bad schedule really, though spring 2006 seems terribly far off at the moment. What little I got done from my future class schedule seems lax enough, so I will also have more time to actually focus on the subjects I'm studying. My regular period seems to consist of only two or three subjects, compared to the seven or eight I did back in "day school".
I can't quite decide whether I'm happy or nervous about the whole deal, but mostly I'm leaning more towards happy. It feels good to have things in some sort of order. :)

Now I'm off to bed. Tomorrow I shall kick some Ultimecia (and hopefully Omega) ass in FFVIII and possibly even chase some Greed x Kimblee bunnies. ;)

I shall leave you with this:
The Ninja sleep with their eyes open, even under anaesthesia.

4th June 2004

feeling: illiterate
listening to: 'Final Fantasy 9' game sounds

Why can't I bloody spell?! I have to write every word at least twice because one way or the other I keep getting it wrong. I swear, I got too much sun at work today. It was blazing hot and sunny and I spent 95% of my 8-hour work day outside. It's a small miracle I'm not dehydrated.

I've been meaning to take screenshots of FMA for some time now, but I never actually get around to it. Sheez, I'm such an ameba. Tomorrow, I swear! Or on Sunday. Or sometime next week when I have a couple of days off.
...See what I mean?

Must re-install The Sims, methinks.

2nd June 2004

feeling: silly
listening to: Tenkuu No Escaflowne - Dance Of Curse

I got a shirt from work today, to distinguish me as a part of the workforce. It's bright green and has a printed picture of the farmyard on it, with the text "Yli-Marolan 4H-kotieläinpiha" (the 4H-farmyard of Yli-Marola). It's actually a kids' T-shirt, but all the others were XL in size and thus a little too big for me too work in. A smaller T-shirt suits me better, anyway.
Yes, I'm ridiculously excited over a T-shirt.

Also, I just had to snag this from Chiko-Chiko and re-post it here, because damn, it's so "HELL YEAH!!": Bring your own uke. Good grief, look at Kimblee's expression! If that's not adorable of him, I don't know what is. :D

It's called "Character Research", dammit.