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28th April 2003
feeling: alright-ish
listening to: Final Fantasy 9 - Black Magic Synthesis OC ReMix
This song so swanky. Black mages so cute. ^.^
Wasn't able to go to school again today. Nothing special to it,
I was just way too tired to go. I couldn't get myself moving fast
enough to make the bus I was supposed to take. Bubbles. Lately
I've started to feel that the more I sleep, the more tired I
become. I sleep okay-ish during the night (at least that's an
improvement), but I still feel the need to nap a few hours during
the day. But even after that I feel like a zombie, and probably
even look like one with the dark circles around my eyes. :/
I have an appointment with my shrink today at 3pm. I was thinking
that I'd take Chiko-Chiko
along with me to town and after my appointment we could go shop
for Devil May Cry 2. I should also stop by at the post office to
pick up my copy of Reaper Man and *cough* some more flowers
*cough*.
I can't friggin' believe this! I think it's snowing. Just a little,
though, but that's still too much. It's almost May, it's not
supposed to snow anymore. D:
Weekend was nice. People came over and I ate sweet things to last
me a lifetime. I don't want to see another fruit pie ever again!
Until next year, of course. XP
My big bro so cool. :)
25th April 2003
feeling: sleepy, otherwise okay. :)
listening to: nothing
Happy birthday to me! :) In about an hour, when the clock strikes
11:30am, I will officially turn 19. Whoo, go me. Somehow I find
this a little odd. Turning 18 was so big of a deal (in the
general publics' opinion - I'm not that much into alcohol that it
makes much of a difference) that it feels weird that even after
that I'm still growing older. I guess I sort of expected that
once I'm 18 and an adult, I sort of stop growing up. Well, not
really, but that's how it feels at the moment. I feel totally
unreal about being 19. When I was a wee kid and saw people who
were around 18 or 19, I used to think they were so big and adult.
And now that I think about myself, I'm not like that at all.
I remember being at a party at Inanna's after she had taken her matriculation
exam and looking up to her so much. I was 12 then and she
seemed so grown up. Now I am of that age and preparing to take my
matriculation exam soon-ish and I find myself thinking that I'm
not like her at all. I'm not that grown up, and certainly I'm no
adult. :/
Oh yeah, was supposed to talk about pressies...
I got this awesome set of Japanese eating wares from mom. There
are two small cups/plates (most like for things like miso soup),
two sets of chopsticks and holders for them, and two bamboo
tablets. It was great. I tried to teach Chiko-Chiko to eat with the chopsticks,
with little success. I think we both need a little pratice. XP
As for Chiko-Chiko, she gave me a card because she didn't have
money to buy me anything. I know not being able to get me
something "proper" is gnawing at her, but really sis, it's fine!
Like I said on your tag-board, I know you'd get me awesome things
if you only could and knowing that is more than enough. It's the
thought that counts. :) Anyway, the card she gave me was AWESOME!
She had drawn it herself, which in itself made the card so very
special to me. The pic on it was so darn adorable; I had a hard
time stopping staring at it and going to school. :) I told
her to scan it, but that's not happening until later. For now
I'm hogging the card all to myself! Thank you so much, sissy! :)
We painted the kanji "love" on my forehead, over my left
eye, simply because it's my birthday and we felt silly. Plus,
it's good practice for my Gaara cosplay. People are giving me
weird looks. :P
Thank for the "happy b-day", Maccie! ^_^
Stuck again at school with two hours of nothing to do. Have to
stick around for my Swedish lesson (again) and after that I'm
going to go check out the video from our elders' cruise. Should
be interesting. Though I'm pretty sure there won't be much of
me shown on the video, except for the bit where all of us sang
karaoke. But I'm still pretty interested in seeing what other
people were up to during the trip. And Yevon help me, I hope they
didn't catch Minna and me on the video when we were drunk beyond
our wits after the Long Islands... >_<
After that I'm supposed to stop by at a grocery store to pick
up some last minute supplies for the guests this weekend and then
I'll hitch a ride home from dad. Ungh, long day.
24th April 2003
feeling: blargh
listening to: nothing
*bounces about because is bored out of her skull*
--
feeling: somewhat hungry
listening to: people talking
I've got an hour of free time before my last lesson today.
Unfortunately that last lesson happens to be Swedish. I've got
absolutely no desire to stick around for it, but I don't think I
have much choice in the matter. That's what I get for skipping
school so much. Though technically I didn't really skip, I
was just feeling so bloody lousy that I couldn't drag myself to
school, no matter how bad for me I knew it to be.
I'm so bored. I wish I had tons of money so I could go shopping
with Chiko-Chiko and not
have to worry about school and some brain-numbingly boring
Swedish lesson. ¬_¬
--
feeling: sore
listening to: nothing
Someone could've given me a heads-up and told me that our English
teacher is not going to show up today. I would've gotten an
extra hour of sleep. :/
Anyway, like I said, Cazzie, check the "lähdekoodi"-thingy to
see how things are done in HTML. As I mentioned on my tag-board,
the code for the dates is the following:
.title {line-height: 1px;
font-family: times new roman;
color:#72CE34;
font-size: 21px;
font-weight: bold; }
You can change the color (in my case it's green) and other
attributes. You add the title-code in the beginning of the code,
and the all you have to do is add [span class="title"] around
the date. Just check the "lähdekoodi" if you have trouble. :)
23rd April 2003
feeling: okay-ish
listening to: nothing
Gah. I'm going to have to stay in school until 4pm today. Under
normal circumstances I would get to go home now (at noon), but
I'm going to have to wait in school to write an English essay for
the course I'm doing independently. The lesson starts at 2pm,
so now I'm stuck with two hours of free time and nothing to do.
Major blahness. I wish I had something yummy to eat. Like one of
grandma's sweet buns or something. Mmmm, I swear, those things
are worth dying for! ^.^
I got "told off" by my cousin today for not having read other
Terry Pratchett's books besides Mort. I know it makes me
an uncivilized dork, and I intend to remedy the situation soon
enough. The conversation started by us talking about what books
we're going to read for our English portfolio. I mentioned that
I was going to read Reaper Man, and she was like "You
haven't read it?!" I had to admit that the only Pratchett's
book that I've read so far is Mort. She gave me one of
those playful "shaaaame on you"-looks. XP Of course, I've been
meaning to get to reading Pratchett's books for a long time now,
but never seem to have the time. Now once that I get going with
Reaper Man, I think I'll attempt to read the whole bunch
in English. I've taken a preference to the originals over the
translations recently, anyway.
I was supposed to talk about something else, too, but I forgot
what it was. Hn, figures.
22nd April 2003
feeling: hungry and bored
listening to: printer humming
Today went rather well for being the first day in over week that
I've managed to drag myself to school. I think what helped is
that it was sunny and warm today, even when I got up at 7am.
As I suspected, my Maths teacher gave me a little hard time, but
I think that shows she cares. Or that she doesn't care and she's
only doing her job. Take your pick. Anyway, I gave the whole
speech about how it's not my fault and that there often isn't
anything I can do about it and that I'm doing the best I can to
stay in school blah blah blah. She seemed to buy it, to an extent,
so it's all good. All of that, is true in most cases, too, but
that's beside the point. The point is that I simply couldn't
give a flying *beep* about school at the moment, but I still try
because I know that someday I will care about things such as this.
Hopefully. Anyway, I can carry on with the course, for now. If
I'm absent any more, she'll probably kick me out. I guess that
means I have to keep my a$$ in school for the remaining few
weeks.
It has apparently slipped mom's mind that I'm supposed to get
home somehow, too. Oh well. I'll just wait for her to give me a
call. I'll probably starve to death before that, though...
* Mental note about Maccie's card *
--
feeling: cold
listening to: my stomach make noises
I know, sis! Geez, I
almost got cramps to my stomach from laughing at mr. Loiri
laughing. That guy sure knows how to be hilarious (at times -
"ewww!" at Uuno Turhapuro).
Whee, my RE course wasn't cancelled, we just have to study it
independently. Well, technically that does mean it was cancelled,
because there indeed were too few of us there and that's why we
have to study it on our own, but at least there's still a chance
at doing it.
I'm so peeved at my study councelor at the moment, though I know
none of this is really her fault. I just wish someone would've
told me about these things sooner, so I wouldn't have to worry
about not graduating for upper secondary school next spring. I
swear, I am not going to spend any more extra years here than I
already am. I will graduate next spring, even if it kills me. I
am not going to wait until fall '04, and I'll be damned if I'm
going to celebrate something like this in icy cold rain. So
there!
Should turn in my photography portfolio. Still haven't designed
the front cover for it. Hopefully the teacher will still have it,
or I'm really in some serious trouble. Argh. *beats head against
a wall*
So far, so good. Still fearing Maths.
--
feeling: argh
listening to: Vesa-Matti Loiri laugh over the intercom
The stupid morning announcement thingy made me jump. Geez.
Bored. Boooo000ooored.
But listening to Vesa-Matti Loiri fake-laugh is freaking
hilarious! XD XD
--
feeling: fartsy
listening to: nothing
My RE group seems to have vanished. Either I just couldn't find
it or then it has been cancelled. I'm hoping it's not the latter,
because I need that course - desperately. I waited outside our
classroom, and none of the other people in the group showed up.
Even the teacher was nowhere to be found, even after the bell
rang. Hmm... it could be that they just went to a smaller
classroom (it is ridiculous to have nine people sit in a room
meant for 30 people, don't you think?), but the problem is that
I can't think of a smaller classroom that they cvould've used. I
didn't go through a very intensive search routine, though, I
sort of just waited for a familiar face to come my way. With my
luck, of course, none came. Now I have no idea what I'm supposed
to do with myself or the course. If it has gotten canceled (there
is a very high chance of that), I'm in big trouble. I need to
talk to my "group leader" or something.
I'm absolutely terrified of going to my Maths lesson today. The
teacher told me before the lessons started that I am not to be
absent and that I should attend the classes like an angel. Well,
I have failed in doing both. I have been absent (eight days
straight, to be honest) and I did next to nothing during the one
lesson that I've attended. Shiiiit... Well, let's just hope I
can catch up. I really don't need any more courses hanging
around. Gah, I wish it was summer holiday already!
Oh, and Happy B-Day for yesterday, Maccie! The card will get to
you late because I am an a$$ and forgot to mail it. ¬_¬ Either
way, hopefully you had a great one! ^_^
Tee hee, there's no one in the comp lab except me. :P
*farts*
20th April 2003
feeling: slightly bored
listening to: Final Fantasy 9 - DubNoFantasyAloneMan OC ReMix
How do you stop yourself from ripping open the wounds you're
supposed to let heal? A bandaid doesn't help and it only makes
the wounds look disgusting afterwards. I have probably already
come down with an infection of sorts for constantly picking on
the wounds and not letting the close up. Go me.
--
feeling: headachy
listening to: Zone Of The Enders - ADA (Promise)
Funfair yesterday was loads of fun. If that won't get your
yaoi hormones going, I don't know what will. ;P~
I hate to admit it, but our back yard looks absolutely horrid.
All the snow is gone (due to mom shoveling it out yesterday)
but the yard is still all wet and disgustingly brown. The ground
is soggy and covered with old grass and leaves, making it seem
unmistakably like a bog. It's 3pm and the sun is only now
starting the reach all of the yard properly (thanks to the
position of the house and the garden), so I'm willing to guess
it'll take ages for the swamp pretending to be a garden to dry
up. Tedious. Our front yard on the other hand is already dry and
warm, and the daffodils and tulips are slowly starting to peek
their heads above the ground. Major w00tness. ^_^
I sat about 20 minutes on our front steps today, keeping an eye
on Miiru as she wandered about the yard. It was sunny and warm,
even the concrete steps were warm to sit on. Having noticed with
horror the tremendous paleness of my legs and arms, I pulled up
the legs and sleeves of my jammies and extended my limbs to the
sunlights, almost making them tan on sheer willpower alone. It
didn't help much, by the way. :/ But I enjoyed simply sitting on
the steps and revelling in the warm sunlights like I have enjoyed
nothing in a long time. Figures it's my luck to sit out too
long and get sunstroke. D:
I also walked barefoot outside for the first time this spring.
It felt goog. ^_^
18th April 2003
feeling: fangirl-ish
listening to: Naruto - Haruka Kanata
Whee, Naruto's new opening very VERY über-1337! Loads of
Gaara-goodness! YAY!! ^o^ *drools like the fangirl she is*
--
feeling: sceptical
listening to: "English Patient" on the TV
There's a flock of chaffinches on our backyard. Two weeks 'til
summer? Shyeah right, that's a good one.
--
feeling: stuffy
listening to: Zone Of The Enders 2 - Beyond The Bounds
Whoa. Our speaker is not upside down. That's a change. :P
There's a funfair coming to Lahti today. Kids' stuff, I know,
but Chiko-Chiko and I will
probably go check it out tomorrow. That is, if the weather is
good like it's supposed to be. We're not planning on trying out
many of the gadgets there (Yevon knows I throw up too easily for
that XP), though, so we will probably just walk around, eat ice
cream and maybe cotton candy (:yaoigrin:), and possibly try out
the bumper cars (those are so much fun! ^_^). Let's hope it will
not rain tomorrow.
About a week from now I will be 19. Geez, when did I get so old
already?
Pressies...sheez, I haven't really thought about that. I s'pose
it'll be books or the sort, as per usual. Golden Fool or
Ship Of Destiny by Robin Hobb would be nice.
I suppose I could throw in a wild card and say I'd like to get
the Anubis: Zone Of The Enders limited edition box set or
the Visual Works Of Anubis -book, but since they are both not
being sold outside Japan (to my knowledge, anyway), I will have
to settle for drooling at them here. Anyone from Japan want to be my friend?
Today I shall try to get some writing done, even if it kills me.
16th April 2003
feeling: :O :O :O :O
listening to: Final Fantasy 6 - Deserted Industry OC ReMix
ohmygodohmygodohmygodOHMYGOD!! O_O O_O
--
feeling: disturbed
listening to: Final Fantasy 10 - Otherworld
*mental note* Okay, I didn't necessarily need to see that...
Intriguing. But disturbing. O_O
I seem to be incapable of dragging my sorry butt to school. To
be completely honest, I've lost count on how many days I've
skipped. Along with my apetite, I seem to have lost all interest
in everything else, as well. And school is currently at the
bottom of my "god I hate this"-list. Those meds better kick in
soon, or I'm going to be in some serious trouble.
9 days 'til I turn 19. Whee, go me.
15th April 2003
feeling: unstable
listening to: Final Fantasy 10 - Ending Theme
The Haunting is really rather crappy for a horror movie. Isn't
the oppressive feeling of fear supposed to be created subtly,
on a mental level, and not with pitiful attempts at special
effects. What point is there to be afraid of the things you can
see? When you know what they are, they're hardly scary. The
people who made the movie should follow Konami's example at
how to make decent horror entertainment. Silent Hill 2 has to be
one of the scariest and most horrifying things out there, and it
has nothing to do with crappy special effects. It's what you
can't see that makes you all but wet your pants. Okay, I admit
that the child carvings and statues were freaky, especially when
they moved or screamed or whatever above Nell's bed, but other
than that, there was precious little that was really actually
scary. The ghosts of the children floating around in the curtains
and stuff was just lame, and the ghost of the Hugh Crain person
thingy wasn't any better. Figures I've played/watched too much
Silent Hill to find things like that scary anymore. *shrug*
Chiko-Chiko is at the
entrance exam for the Lahti College of Arts And Crafts at the
moment. I'm keeping all my fingers and toes crossed for her
(No joke! Imagine how hard it is to type or walk like that!),
though I know she won't need any of it. She's a brilliant artist,
she draws the best pictures around and the people running the
school would be out of their minds not to take her in. The
advance exercise she did is f00king brilliant, that along should
get her accepted. That, and if they don't, they will have a VERY
angry big sister banging at their door. XP
Either way, good luck, sissy! You'll do just fine! :) :noseprint:
13th April 2003
feeling: somewhat sleepy
listening to: Denis Leary - Life's Gonna Suck
I came on the computer today to write, only to find that I'm still
suffering from a major case of writer's block. Yevon, I hate it
when this happens - you want and NEED to write, but you can't
get it out of your head and into words. I guess I simply need
to take a break and hope it goes away. And when I'm feeling more
creative, start taking "baby steps" towards being able to write
again. I don't know who/what I should blame for this. Stress?
Depression? Meds? Lack of sleep? Whatever it is, I have this
unpleasant feeling of having been sucked dry, and I haven't the
slightest idea what I should do about it.
Very much disliking the idea of having to go to school again
tomorrow. The idea of getting Friday off because of Easter is
not exactly helping, either. Gah, I wish I could just curl up in
a ball and disappear, never having to go anywhere or talk to
anyone again unless I want to. Life so pointless at the moment,
IMO.
BTW, anyone with some experience on antidepressants: is the
nearly complete loss of apetite "normal" with these drugs?
You are Yavanna, Queen of the Earth. You bring the gift of fruit
to sustain life, for you love all things that grow. You sang the
Two Trees of Valinor into being. You are the spouse of Aule.
Which of the Valier (Silmarillion ~ LotR) are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
So true it's amusing. Someone has been spying on my ever-growing
seedling collection under the kitchen window. XP
9th April 2003
feeling: argh
listening to: Visions Of Escaflowne - Dance Of Curse
Major writer's block. Shall now go and hit myself repeatedly on
the head with a spoon.
--
feeling: tired
listening to: Final Fantasy 10 - Suteki Da Ne [Off Vocal]
Whee, new layout! ^_^ It's very...VERY green. But green = good,
so if you don't like it, tough luck. The color also reminds me of
spring and summer, regarless of the fact that there's still
almost a foot of snow on our back yard. :/
Can't think of anything intelligent to talk about. Will now
attempt to get some writing done, because this song is just
screaming to be used as a background music for writing yaoi. :P
8th April 2003
feeling: tummy-achy
listening to: nothing
I look like Gaara with this new hair of mine. It's really short,
messy/spiky and very red. I even have the black orbits to match.
:P It's a rather "boyish" style I have going on with my hair -
even Minna said I look like a guy. Ahh well, it's not the first
time (and more than likely not the last) my hair's "boyish".
I'm actually starting to think I should cosplay as Gaara for this
year's GameWorld. And seeing as Chiko-Chiko is going as Haku, we'd sort
of be of a same theme. That, plus I don't think I have the
patience to grow my hair as long as Auron's. x_X
Two hours to go before I can get the hell out of school. English
and Maths. Blah. English is goog, but Maths definitely isn't.
It's so hellishly boring that I can barely keep my mind focused.
So very tempted to go home - again. But there's really no point
in leaving now, since I have an appointment with my psychiatrist
at 2pm. Another blah.
The flowers we planted under our kitchen window are starting to
grow. First my scarlet sunflowers and just over last night the
clematis. w00t! ^_^
Hungryyyy~
7th April 2003
feeling: suffocatingly hot *pant*
listening to: nothing
I put on entirely too much clothes this morning and now I'm about
to suffocate myself within them. I thought today was going to be
colder than it apparently is. Poo. I ditched my woollen sweater
to mom before it could kill me, and now I feel much better. No
doubt I'm going to more or less freeze once I get outside, but
I'd still take that over sweating to the point of dehydration
any day. Plus, it'd be really unpleasant to go to the hairdresser
with sweat running down my spine. :/
It's pleasantly windy outside. Actually, it's more like an angry
gale than just a chilly wind, but to me it's extremely
refreshing. Walking outside today = goog. :)
Planted tons of flowers over the weekend with mom. I think there's
still dirt under my fingernails. :) We dragged my old desk from
the storage cellar and put it together under the kitchen window.
Granted, it's right next to our dinner table and looks "slightly"
out of place, but no one really minds. I, for one, find it
extremely enjoyable to watch the little plastic-covered pots
while I'm eating. I can almost hear the flowers grow. ^_^
There are violas, gladioluses, forget-me-nots, chinese lanterns,
lavenders, tomatos, clematis, sunflowers, bonsai and tons of
other stuff. We still had to leave some seeds unplanted because
we ran out of pots and compost. Too bad. And not even all of the
flowers I wanted/ordered have arrived. We are definitely going
to need a bigger garden.
Oh, and I got 4 on my Physics exam. Which means I didn't pass.
Ahh well. Several others didn't, either. Besides, I aimed no
higher than this. Actually, I aimed nowhere, so I guess I had
this coming. And no, I'm not disappointed at all. I'm actually
rather proud of myself, seeing as I got 5 out of 6 points for the
only question I answered. Not bad, ne?
Well, time to head to the hairdresser. Let's see how this turns
out...
--
feeling: yay-ish. :)
listening to: Bryan Adams - Where Angels Fear To Tread, which is
stuck in my head
w00t! Go me! I just got a 10 (A) in English. I only got 188
points out of 200, so it kind of makes me wonder a bit...but I
don't really care. Getting straight A's for all my English
courses makes Katri a happy little bugger. ^_^
Physics next. Not sure if I'm going to pass that one at all. But
I don't really care. I always knew that this might - and most
likely would - happen with this course, so it doesn't really
matter to me. Besides, Minna said it was a nasty and difficult
exam. The thing is, she usually gets only 10's from her Physics
exams, so that coming from her, it makes me feel a bit better
about the whole thing. If SHE thinks it was a difficult exam,
what chances do I have doing good in it. Ahh well. Getting an A
in English more than makes up for the rest of the day.
I'm getting a haircut today. I'm not sure what exactly I want
done with my hair, but one thing I do know is that I'll have it
cut short again. Probably no longer than an inch or so. Otherwise
I will probably let the hairdresser make the suggestions. She's
really good at what she does, so I don't feel the least bit weird
about it. I'm also gonna have my hair dyed. Probably red, unless
the hairdresser comes up with something else that I like. It'll
be interesting to see what she comes up with. Hopefully something
new and slightly unconventional. :)
Still an hour to go before my next (and final) lesson for today.
Argh. So very tempted to go home and do some writing. X_X
*goes to look at some yaoi*
You're the smirk, a frown-smile hybrid that's a little bit cocky
and usually associated with evil or arrogant, but attractive
people. You probably just don't give a damn, but it's everyone
else's fault if you don't because you're too awesome to have any
real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
...ooookay. o_O
5th April 2003
feeling: blah
listening to: Bryan Adams - The Only Thing That Looks Good On Me
Is You
Finally managed to do something about putting up those fics of
mine. The stories are in HTML now, so all that needs to be done
is to put them up somewhere. I'll do that once either me or
Chiko-Chiko is feeling creative enough to put together a simple
layout for the site. Which will hopefully be sometime either
today or tomorrow.
--
feeling: sleepy
listening to: Kingdom Hearts game sounds
I sleep better in Chiko-Chiko's room than in my own, even
though I slept on the floor. I usually get up at 9-10 am, even
on the weekends, but today I didn't get up until well past 11am.
And lately I've taken up tossing and turning endlessly all night
and sleep extremely poorly. But in Chiko-Chiko's room I slept
like a baby. Wonder why that is. :/
Can't think of anything intelligent to blog about. Not feeling
very witty this morning. It's snowing heavily outside. Eesh.
Swanky Yojimbo(/a) layout, sissy. :china:
2nd April 2003
feeling: like choking
listening to: myself cough my lungs out
I've gotten this nasty dry cough from out of nowhere. It feels
like there's something spikey stuck down my throat and it won't
come out, no matter how much I cough and hack. It didn't help
that I was late for the bus I was initially supposed to take this
morning and thus had to take the next one, which forced me to
practically run from the busstop to school in order to be in
time for my English exam. So, being out of breath and having a
dry mouth, I kept coughing during the exam like I'd been smoking
for 10 years. The teacher finally got bored of it, apparently, as
she came over to my desk and grinned as gave me a Tick (a coughing
pill of sorts, I'd imagine). I couldn't help but grin back at her,
and feel slightly embarrassed. The Tick helped, though, as I
could control my cough 'til I got out of the class. Now it's
back again, though slightly milder. I'm having difficulties
swallowing, also. Perhaps I'm coming down with something...
I should stop by at the postoffice on my way home today to pick
up some packages, but I don't feel like it at all. I would have
to take a different bus and walk about 3km from the postoffice
in that god-awful weather. It's so hellishly cold and windy out
there that I'm extremely reluctant to spend extra time there
unless I'm absolutely forced to. Besides, I'm hungry.
I thought I had something else to blog about, but I can't
remember it for the life of me. Ohh well...guess it wasn't that
important.
Still hoping someone would explain to me what exactly is an
"international money order" and how it works in practice.
Inanna? *fingers itch for yaoi doujinshi*
1st April 2003
feeling: blaaargh
listening to: guys talking
I so screwed myself over with my Physics exam. Then again, I
always knew that would happen, so it's not really such a big deal.
I got to admit, I felt like Naruto in the exam. "Hmm... next
question... nope, next question... next... next..." I did finally
find one question that I could answer (well, partly anyway), so
I'm hoping I will at least pass. Minna said I only need to get
two points to get 5-. Not that it really matter if I pass or not.
I'm just happy to be out of the exam. It was a three-hour exam,
and I was done in 30 minutes. It was painful to sit still for
the rest of the time. I was so sleepy that I almost fell asleep
several times, but I was afraid I'd fall off the chair. Besides,
there's no saying what kind of dreams I might've had. o_O
Geez, if I didn't love Final Fantasy 10 so much I would
hate it. I finished on Sunday and cried like an idiot - again.
How I managed to get through it without dying of dehydration, I
will never know. Stupid yaoi-infected mind. Still, no matter how
you look at it, that's one awesome game right there. Needless
to say, I started a new game right after finishing the previous
one. Go Jecht, you self-absorbed bastard! <3 <3
About those stories o' mine... As I'm currently in the middle of
my exams, and thus my spare time is consumed by either studying
(shyeah right) or playing FF10, I will possibly put up my stories
on the weekend. That's probably when I have my next (and only!
*glares at sissy* ¬_¬) chance to get on the comp, anyways. That
is, if I can convince myself that there not as bad as I think
they are and not everyone's going to hate them. Major
self-confidence issue. x_X
Like Chiko-Chiko said,
I will possibly (probably?) go work as a trainee for the homeless
cats' shelter this summer. It's not set in stone yet, but as the
lady I talked about the job said there so short on manpower and
was really happy that I showed interest in the job, it does seem
rather likely that I'll get it. I don't know if I'll get paid
for it, and frankly, I don't even care. That's not why I wanted
to work there. Apparently, the reason why they are so short on
trainees is that people who aply for the job are under the
impression that it's all about petting the cats all day and
nothing else. Which it naturally is not - I knew that before I
even asked what the job would include. And as I expected, it'd
include cleaning the cages, airing the beddings, feeding the
cats and things like that. Yes, even cleaning the litter boxes.
And AFTER all that is done, THEN you get to pet the cats for
few hours.
To tell the truth, I can't wait to work there. ^_^
English next. Prep lessons for tomorrow's exam. Blah.
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